It’s snowing.
It’s been too cold to do much outdoors, so the kids have been playing, or gaming, or watching television.
I’ve got laundry in the dryer. Chicken is marinating in lime juice for dinner.
As I type, Lillie stands at my elbow.
“Hey dad, hey dad!”
“What’s up, sugar britches?”
“Collie and I formed a club. You want to come to a meeting?”
“Sure do!”
The sheets have been stripped from my bed and draped over a chair. We sit on the floor under the sheets with a flashlight and dozens of stuffed animals. Lillie takes attendance.
In my room there are photographs of all my children. There’s a photograph of Allan and my youngest brother, laughing.
And there is a head shot of Donnie, when he was fresh out of acting school. It looks nothing like him.
The life of a parent, and pervert, in New York City.
When told by my wife that our fifteen-year relationship was over, I found that everything in my life was upended. I took solace when friends and family pointed out I was no longer responsible for her personal happiness, just my own—and that of my four children.
I went into marriage as a bisexual kid, suspicious of monogamy. I was a good husband, and played by the rules. Now I'm single again, and wondering if I didn't have it right back then.
This blog picks up my new life in progress—the life of a parent, and pervert, in New York City.
Photograph by Adrian Buckmaster Photography. New York, NY. July 5, 2015.
(c) 2004-2019. This work is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-NoDerivs 2.5 License.
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I went into marriage as a bisexual kid, suspicious of monogamy. I was a good husband, and played by the rules. Now I'm single again, and wondering if I didn't have it right back then.
This blog picks up my new life in progress—the life of a parent, and pervert, in New York City.
Photograph by Adrian Buckmaster Photography. New York, NY. July 5, 2015.
(c) 2004-2019. This work is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-NoDerivs 2.5 License.
Jefferson
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