Hard Candy Hangover

You wake up late on November 1.

Ooh, what did I do last night, you wonder. Your bleary eyes open and squint, bringng into focus all the candy wrappers.

Oh yeah. Halloween. Candy orgy.

Candy hangovers are the worst. Forget the physiological effects of coming down from a sugar high. What hurts worse is getting back to reality after the indulgence of getting what you want.

Jen’s final task in the Hard Candy Rule was to blog the experience today in any way she saw fit.

She did so at her blog. With her kind permission, I reprint it below.

As you can read, she did so with the sweetest aphrodisiac I know—honesty.

A few of you may have been following the Hard Candy posts over on Jefferson's blog. Jefferson and I have been playing a little bit of an online game of sorts. It started when I read his post "Rules."

In it, he describes a few rules that he imposes on his online girlfriend Madeline. I am intrigued and make a few comments to the post saying so. I am surprised to read this comment a couple of hours later:

Jefferson's Comment:

Not so fast, J. If you want rules, you must earn them.

You have read my blog. I want you to write something that you think will make me hot.

Write it as a haiku.

Email this to me. If it's good, I will post it and grant you one rule.

"Wow", I think. This could be very interesting. I decide to accept his challenge. It took me three tries to get it right. My awkward attempts at writing a haiku that pleased Jefferson are posted here - along with the rule that I had earned.

And the final report of my two day challenge can be found here. It took me two tries to get it right - but this time it was Madeline who was not pleased.

I have had a few days to think about our game . I had a lot of fun with it - that is for sure. It was a huge turn on for me - even more than I expected it to be. I was very grateful to Jefferson for taking the time and putting so much creativity and thought into creating this little game for me.

That being said, I am not entirely sure that I would do something like this again. When I was in the middle of the game I loved it. But when it was over, I found that along with all of the good feelings—I also felt a little bit disappointed.

The reality in my "real life" is that I have yet to find that dominant lover that I crave—someone with the confidence and dominant sexual personality that I am looking for. And while Jefferson was an amazing "online" dom and executed his part of the game to perfection, I ended up with a lot of sexual feelings, that I had no outlet for (except for my trusty vibrator, of course)

And I think that if I did something like this again—it could end up being more frustrating than rewarding for me in the end.

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